Curious yet Cautious

Earth Hour

It's Earth Hour now...

Have you turned off your lights yet?

What is your passion - A bit of RL dose

While I was staying back for work just now, I managed to have a conversation with some of my colleagues. The convo over dinner was really interesting and in a way, it was inspiring. We were talking about the future and passion because it was the last day of work for one of my other colleague. She has decided to resign from the service and try to pursue other jobs and find her passion.

 

A sempai was sharing about how he had read this book which was really inspiring and true. He said that the author explained how for a successful person, he is able to list 5 top passions and is able to live these passions daily~

Can you imagine…DAILY..

I was like…wow…

I can’t even do one passion occasionally…let more, daily.

 

But if I were to list my passions, they will be: -

1)   teaching

2)   doing things MY WAY and living life at my own pace

3)   making craft works

4)   Japanese culture

5)   ARASHI~~!

 

But if I were to live my passions daily…

I do wonder..can I do it?

Number 2 proves to be a problem.

It’s definitely a passion of mine…I believe in doing things my way and am always passionate in trying to do things MY WAY..which doesn’t happen often >_<

 

But then,3 years from now.

When I have finished serving my bond, definitely I want to set off to Japan for further studies. Even if I can life it daily for the rest of my life, at least I can do it for 1 year. And then, after that, hopefully, teach there, enjoy the culture and of course number 5!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

heeelllloooooo~~~~~~~

just so you know....
i am still alive..
tho trying to live...
there's a setback in life..
which made me think..
wat's my actual aim in life..
whether this is worth it....
sounds like it's a bad thg right?
well, let's just say i am jus thinking..
is my mindset really that different from others?
why is the 'my pace' attitude so bad?

kiseki no kizuna

Shige-chan's style of reporting..
reminds me a lot of how Sho reports in Zero..
very pro and adult..
and his camera...
the way he takes pics and the poses he has when taking them...
very Jun ppoi!

Koyama's style..
reminds me more of Aiba's reports...
haha...lively and more variety entertainment-based...

^lll^

Please don't turn your eyes away from me.

It's our little secret, because romance between a lady and a butler is prohibited.

vroom vroom...

they say a guy's car reflects his personality and his wants and desires...

if you know what i mean...muahahaha!

Onegaishimasu!

Someone...
pls pls pls..
translate the boys' date plans..
haha.
i mean..i roughly can read
but well..
let's face it..
i suck at kanji..
jus jun's one...a quarter of it..took me the whole bus ride to figure out..

so pls pls pls!!!

thanks thanks thanks..

(my god..am i ocd or smthg..must repeat thgs in 3s...)

Jun Attack Wave 1 has cometh

Yes, I am crazy..
so sue me..

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was just going to get the weekly mags..
but den...
saw Popolo and Kindai...
getz..
all coz HIME was inside..
actually i was contemplating over either Popolo or Myojo..
glad I took Popolo..haha! worth it...

aint' gg to scan..coz there will be scans popping out anyways..haha!(ok, main reason is I am lazy)

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Jun dear you wan to go for a walk as your date plan...
BRING ME!!! I DON"T MIND COZ I LOVE WALKS!!!
DAMN HE LOOKS GOOD WITH SPECS~~ will be like a puppy wagging her tail behind Jun..haha!

Kindai..
omg..
jun..
hime running..my gawd!!!i cannot wait!

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and hime in full hotness..

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I FREAKING LOVE THE HAIR AND TAN...LALALALA!

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And i cannot resist..
Shige and baby..
omg..
and how he got the kid to do 'peace' sign..
haha! cute!!!

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in deep shit

truth hurts..

haha..well, in a way i expected the bad work review..abt the assignment checks..
coz..i like to work in my own pace(as usual) and these quota thing is really killing me...
so as a result..i din complete the quota and she was like scolding me for incomplete quota and bad filing and inaccuracy in marking..
but the whole time..i was like hmmm...ok..my bad...
shit..
i need to buck up and be serious...
and try to be less of my pace...really...this 'my pace' attitude is beginning to be a problem..haha!

Dreamboys~

I swore not to dream abt him again..

and i failed...

who am i talking abt?

talking abt Nino..

luckily this time..no sudden kiss..

basically what i dreamt was this..

I was at some event or something..
and the guest happens to be Nin-chan..
of course i was like damn high...
as nin-chan was talking, the audience was like 'wateva'...
had this kind of like rude behaviour
and nin-chan had this irritated look as a result.
and i in the audience had this panicked look...
was like doushiyou? he's getting irritated..
the whole time..i was on my toes..jus in case...

at the end of the session...
went to him for fan interaction (somehow it was possible)
went to him to shake his hand and talked to him in English...which he seems to understand perfectly
tried to take photos of him..
but somehow...nin-chan managed to make the outcome of everyone's shots..bad...
so i tried to get ppl to pose beside him...pretend to take photos of them...
he was checking out...whether i was really taking photos of them or him...
when i finally took the photo..it was dame...coz in my panic nature, i kind of moved before i clicked..
but it was lucky..
coz nin-chan actually came up to me..
and checked my camera...
omg...
so kowaii..
he had this serious look when he was checking..
i was like..thank god..i had this dame shot..
if not..
i dunno how angry he might be..

so there...my dream abt the HIM i swore not to have but fate has it tt i dream abt him...

also dreamt abt Jun and Aiba...
how the three of us went to the mountains and somehow Jun fell into some river or smthg..
and we were panicking..
with the help of the villagers...
we went looking for him..diving down every part of the river..
and finaly locating him..
he was nearly dead..
but managed to revive him..
but i was like bawling and panicking beside him..
scolding him to better wake up and get his hime ass up and not leave me alone...
den we stayed at the village area...to rest..
and we were eating smthg..like red bean paste or smthg..
and jun wanted more...
i was like no more...coz it's rude...since we were guests..
but he was stubborn and stood up and went to some lady in the kitchen..
with me running behind him wanting to stop him..
and he said ' can i have some more of those red bean...i love it a lot...so does my future wife' without me knowing i was behind..
and i was standing behind him..super shocked..coz the woman asked if this was real...and jun was like 'oh, ya..but dun tell her yet coz i have yet to confess to her'
in real life i would be happy..
but in the dream..
i was super shocked and kind of mad at him...i was like 'what? seriously...'
and he turned ard..with tt 'yabai...she found out' face...

and my dream ended there...
orz..
i wan to know the outcome of tt dream!!!

but den..
to unexpectedly dream 3 of Arashi members(tho Aiba...he jus seem to appear but tt's all)...uwa...
is it the Kumar effect?